There was a time when I couldn't sleep, and when I listened to this song, tears would naturally overflow and I wouldn't be able to stop them.I'm sure it wasn't the sadness or regret that I had kept inside of me, but it was hidden in the music and words that I had been longing for without knowing it. I think it was because it was a moment of joy that felt like a light of hope that allowed me to be positive in my own way. When I feel depressed amidst the changes in everyday life, when I listen to Ideal Flower, the power of those words comes back to me. This is the kind of song that will make you feel pure.
ideal flower
Lyrics: Hiromu Akita Composer: Hiromu Akita
観念としての理想、花
Bekomochi
ジュネの言葉に「暗示は観念の転移」という言葉がある。「理想の花」を観念としてなぞらえると体力の及ぶかぎり夢追い人として生きていたかったけれど徒花となりつつある自分の人生を見る。
秋田さんの声の反復するリズムで「花である、花である」と呪文のように谺するようだ。
それはまるでこんな過たず生きる事の出来なかったわいの人生が徒花であったとしても花であると肯定し言祝ぐしてくれてるようでもある。
これから先、自分の置かれた状況、感情によって聴くたび毎に観念の相貌が変容していくだろうけど。
そして時を経て心の内奥で涵養されていくのだろうかと…
モームの「自らの誤りのおかげで寛大さを得た」という言葉に今後の理想の花を見ます。
a throbbing song
Mami
There was a time when I couldn't sleep, and when I listened to this song, tears would naturally overflow and I wouldn't be able to stop them.I'm sure it wasn't the sadness or regret that I had kept inside of me, but it was hidden in the music and words that I had been longing for without knowing it. I think it was because it was a moment of joy that felt like a light of hope that allowed me to be positive in my own way. When I feel depressed amidst the changes in everyday life, when I listen to Ideal Flower, the power of those words comes back to me. This is the kind of song that will make you feel pure.
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